i'm still looking

So here is the thing. I am now 32 years old , and I am still not sure what it is that I am the best at. I have done acting, campaigns, Online, Not for profit and (un)fortunately I have not the feeling of knowing what I am the best at.

I guess I should also pint out my side career stops as a poker player, professional gamesman, and stock market guru.

Sometimes I feel it a blessing to be able to go through life and continue to search and strive and grow. But unfortunately sometimes, the strive juice is a little low.

i don't think this is a particularly interesting post by the way...

It is filled with bromides and platitudes. My frustration is the ennui of feeling underutilized. To be sure as cursed existences go, a small one.

What makes this slightly worse is the sense that I have made my own bed here. I seem to have a desire to do things the hard way, coupled with a laziness.

Perchance I need something that requires quick decision making. Showing up and being called upon. I will think on it.

Since no one reads this, I am not sure who I am apologizing to, but sorry for the crazy.

I am trying to make the voter guide into the citizn guide by just grabboing feeds how am I doing?

Hello World

Sorta do feel like this is screaming into the vacuum of space. So I decided to start putting down some of the thoughts that interest me and inform the way I look at the world into one place. Whil I am not big on Manifestos, I want to make a promise or two.

1. I will never outwardly lie.
2. I will strive for original thought.
3. I will probably fail to be interesting on some occasions.
4. If anyone comes by and asks me a question I will answer.

I guess I should also say I am doing this for fun and enjoyment. Though since to quote Stew "Life is a movie too, starring you..." I can't help but have that creeping voice in my head that says the world has been waiting for my insights for so long that this will go viral and I will become world famous! I used to be an actor after all.